Realization or Just Daydreaming?

December 8, 2011
9:00 AM

I woke up this morning with acceptance in my heart. =)


While i sip this cup of coffee and lit my cigarrette i realized
that it will be a different morning each day in my life.
My thoughts would always be wishing to make things like it was before, 
The best things that happen to us, I was stuck with this for a long time.....
Maybe that's the very reason why i am bothered, hurt, and eagerly wanted a solution.


I wanted to be idealistic, fight for some things, and stick on to the memories,
But reality finds it way to bend over what i believe and insisting.
It was you who made me, it was you who woke me up and stop
It was you who made me realize that i should accept things as it is.
It was you who made me LOVE you MORE these days.


Falling out of love! struck me so much!
If that's the truth i refused to believe it
because even for a second, i would know that you still love me.
Why? simply because you are here. Kissing me, hugging me, spending time with me.
Tell me, is this love or a state of illusion?


I was curious, for the longest time that you cant look into my eyes directly.
I asked why? i know, i would know, deep in those strong convictions,
you still think of me, you still understand what im going thru.
Thank you! During those times that i am breaking down you are still there.
Thank you! For responding when i asked to have more patience on me.


Time will tell where are we going right now,
Even if everything seems to be so elude and impossible,
I will always hope YOU and ME for the rest of our lives.
I will always pray that one day you find forgiveness in your heart.
I will always pray to that very preciuos moment that you and i will never go back again on these turmoils. 
You and i together. Me and You FOREVER.