I Miss you and I'm Sorry

What I’ve learned from the past is that when we are in a relationship it is very important to be consistent with your feelings and actions.

Inaamin ko sobrang nagkulang ako sayo. There were times of rejections, there were times that you wanted to spend sweet moments with me… there were times na nglalambing ka pero i ignore it. =,(

I kept on saying “mahal na mahal kita “ but I am lacking of actions. Inaamin ko that I am confident and secured that’s why nakalimutan ko na mga bagay na sabay nating ginagawa. I am pre occupied sa work na hanggang sa bahay dinadala ko, more importantly I am pre occupied by myself. Naging SELFISH ako...

And now I am reaping the consequences….

It was too late now for me to realize my actions….

And it’s me now who’s seeking for your attention…..

Natatakot ako…Namimiz ko lahat ng mga bagay mula sa iyo…

Nasasaktan ako kasi nahanap mo yun sa iba…..

At kahit anong gawin ko you feel like I am competing and challenged….

There’s always this thought na WALA NA AKONG MAGAGAWA!

I am left with NOTHING TO DO….

It feels so empty and so hurting that can’t do anything but to wait,

tanggapin lahat ng ito at magtiis.

Sana bumalik yung araw ng paglalambing..

Sinasayawan mo ako, kinakantahan, kinikiliti, yayakapin mo ako,

And we would laugh so much….

I miss those days when you just look at me and smile…..

No spoken word…..

I’m already in HEAVEN……