Hi,
Absurbed but it has to heard! By YOU! Yes and no one will ever stop me from telling the truth, the reality.
Not that i want to create something out of you but i want a slap of what it is for you. It doesn't have to be your reality but nevertherless it is the truth.
First of all i am not holding grudge on you. These are facts and sooner or later you and i will face it.
I AM NOT A "fall back" dear. Ganyan ba kababa ang tingin mo sa akin? Makes me think how you create something on your mind at kung paano mo pinaglalabanan lahat makuha mo lang ang gusto mo. I am not just an option. I value myself more that just an option.
I value your feelings for him, but more to that i value what we had. Period. Di ako galit on that part that you love him. Trust me.
"the secret to a long relationship is not having a perfect love affair. Fights, differences, simillarities and MISTAKES doesn't count. Give each other hope and hold as long as you can."
You believe on this right. Good Luck. Now the TRUTH...think of our life, our partnership kung anong pinagsamahan namin then ipasok mo yung sarili mo sa picture....
We are living on a same roof because on every inch nang pagkatao ko i am very hopeful for the two of us. And i guess he is also...i'm quite sure of that. 5months ba naman at di parin siya sumasama sayo... we have high hopes...Its just you...too persistent... that you managed to target the imperfections and mistakes of our relationship. A very wise man indeed. That you know how to get what you want. You know where to start and you know how to wreck things unconsciously. Wake up. Magpakatotoo ka. How can you be hopefull to your self when you know that you are part of of the wreckage and continously being a wrecker. Bottom line you are part of breaking my hope. My partner. My only family. Our dreams. Yes nagmamahal ka lang but common dude you managed to ruin a life. You managed to turn our own world upside down and you started with the imperfections of our relationship. On the simplest term, oportunista ka. Now how can a relationship of both people can be hopefull when someone else is trying to get into the picture and would clearly target the most vulnerable part of the relationship just to get what he wants. Nagmamahal ka lang, i give respect to that in its highest form but it doesn't justify your reason.
I am loosing my grip on this. I am letting him go. I want you to know that this is not what I want. This is not what HE wants. This is only what YOU want. That's the reality. Live with it. Hindi ko siya binibigay sayo o kahit sino man at hindi ko siya tinatapon lalo na sayo. I am loosing grip because i know nahihirapan na siya sa sitwasyon at napapagod na siya with all the stuffs going on to his head. I am helping both of us to breath. In a most painful way i'll sacrifce for him and for myself.
Why im telling you this... His my MAN, MY PARTNER, MY FAMILY...
and no one not even you can change that kahit ano pa ang gawin mo.
